How can it be? Oola alone. Oozing Oola weeps sleepily. I’ve napped and slept and blanketed myself, knee deep in wrappings, eyes thick, spine twisting, wishing for a back to curl around, for that expanse of skin to grow, this full moon in front of me. I’m sick with it. An arching tossed lightly. I lie a pinprick, my thumbs twitch, the bloom of belly a pale blush, unlooked at. Oh Oola, I tell myself, how do I tell myself? What Oola one speaks to Oola two (speaking, always, only, of you), this poor blue Oola, truly a stewing girl, her blue blood bored now, written over and rotten with stillness, hoping only to hold you from below, where you might one day open.